Jeff Darren Muse

Raised amid cornfields, Jeff Darren Muse (he/him) a fatherless, childless Hoosier who wouldn’t and couldn’t stay put. With master’s degrees in science and creative writing, he has worked throughout the United States as an environmental educator, historical interpreter, and park ranger, occasionally publishing essays—and now an award-winning book, Dear Park Ranger. Exploring nature, culture, family life, and his own highs and lows, his writing has appeared in Ascent, The Common, High Country News, and River Teeth, among others.

Recently, he returned to Indiana with his wife, also a park ranger, where he now battles cancer—his own. What happened? While serving in New Mexico’s backcountry in the summer of 2023, shortly after his book’s publication, he experienced a cluster of confusing symptoms. An MRI revealed a brain tumor. Healthcare laid out a map.

Don’t fret—he’s still hiking. In addition to decades-long interests, his current writing unpacks experiences in 2023 with a craniotomy, radiation, and chemotherapy, and more recently tumor-treating headgear, a second surgery, and his participation in a Phoenix-based clinical drug trial. Readers are welcome to inquire about any of this along with his book. He’s a “hiker, writer, cancer fighter.”

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Dear Park Ranger

Essays on Manhood, Restlessness, and the Geography of Hope

5.5 x 8.5 Trade Paperback 978-1-956368-36-9

eBook 978-1-956368-52-9

2024 Indiana Authors Awards, Debut Shortlist

2024 Nautilus Book Awards, Silver Winner, Memoir & Personal Journey / Essays

2023 Foreword INDIES Book of the Year Awards, Finalist, Travel and Essays

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About

“Throughout my life,” writes Jeff Darren Muse, “manhood has been a kind of topographic map. Yet it’s peer pressure or social norms telling me which route to follow: Smile, Jeff, have a beer. Make babies. Make lots of money. Buy yourself a leaf blower. Hang out at parties. Lighten up.”

So begins this unflinching look at a fifty-one-year-old environmental educator torn by restlessness and regret. Part Generation X travelogue, part love letter, part reflection on White male identity, Dear Park Ranger searches for purpose, companionship, a lost father, and home. Muse must break trail to find his way. From the farms and football fields of central Indiana, to snowy West Coast wildlands, from desert canyons, to meandering rivers, to a city built by slavery, he interrogates his younger years shaped by insecurity and wanderlust, as well as later choices such as marrying “Ranger Paula” and pursuing a tree hugger’s career. The book opens in South Carolina, where Muse works as a historical interpreter at a former cotton plantation, a situation demanding not only new skills, but also discomforting awareness. Race, gender, age—all must be examined.

Dear Park Ranger is for anyone who loves fiercely and falls hard, who tries and tries again to get the important things right: handholding on long walks, a swift paddle stroke, a lighter backpack, and never giving up hope that better days lie ahead. At turns humorous and self-deprecating, redemptive and resolute, this is one man’s stirring gut check through inner and outer terrain.

“An evocative consideration of the dualities of beauty and pain found in both nature and ourselves.”

Kirkus Review

“These essays are deeply resonant and restless, roaming over varied geographies and eras, searching inward and outward to trace Muse’s roots and the threads of their impact on his marriage and identity. He mulls over the nature of change itself, writing, ‘A real man, I know now, stretches.’ Gorgeous sentences add up here to more than the sum of their parts, creating a whole that will linger for lucky readers.”

Sonya Huber, author of Pain Woman Takes Your Keys

“Muse is my kind of writer. A wanderer, a searcher, a Southern Western Hoosier, a son of a difficult father, and a displaced man with a deep sense of place. His essays are an attempt to ground truth experience, to present life not in theory but in its messy complexity. Importantly, he follows his own advice to tree huggers—go outside!—and from his ramblings he has brought back this gift for us.”“An evocative consideration of the dualities of beauty and pain found in both nature and ourselves.”

David Gessner, author of All the Wild That Remains: Edward Abbey, Wallace Stegner, and the American West

“Muse has given us a fantastic book—moving, humble, thought-provoking, and humorous. He admits to writing about his own wants and fears but strives for the reader to see herself. He accomplishes just that in Dear Park Ranger by offering exactly what he looks for in an essay: an intimate voice, an honest soul, and, most importantly, ‘a wandering, wondering mind.’ I was swept along with Muse’s interrogation of memories and meanings.”

Iris Graville, author of Hiking Naked: A Quaker Woman’s Search for Balance

“In his heart and on the page, Muse contemplates the widest breadth of passions, eliding divisions too familiar in much traditional nature writing. He artfully and honestly considers place and race, wildness and domesticity, depression and elation. These essays are graceful and full of grace, pure pleasure to read.”

Ana Maria Spagna, author of Uplake: Restless Essays of Coming and Going

In a marketplace obsessed with writers under thirty, here’s a phenom over fifty. Not the fireweed flashing after the clearcut, not the ephemeral glacier lily, Muse is a sturdy cedar gnarling into aged beauty. In this wondrous book you’ll come upon an old friend—honest and true, not unhurt, hopelessly in love with the land.”

Ted O’Connell, winner of the Tobias Wolff Award in Fiction and author of K: A Novel

“In these finely crafted essays, Muse braids together two love stories—one, his love for America’s wildlands, the mountains, forests, and rivers not yet devastated by human appetites; the other, his love for his wife, whose career as a park ranger carries them from place to place. With each move, Muse must reinvent himself, reconceiving his identity. Anyone who has searched for meaning in an uprooted life, weathered the storms of a long marriage, or rejoiced in untamed nature, will recognize a kindred soul.”

Scott Russell Sanders, author of The Way of Imagination

“Underlying this collection of introspective essays centering on men is the respect and honor Muse bestows upon his single mother. For Muse, loving the land was the easy part of growing up. It was his mother’s steadfast belief in him that gave him the strength to survive the rest, while her love fostered in him the ability to love his dear park ranger so deeply. It is a pleasure to read this quiet tribute to strong women.”

Kathryn Wilder, author of Desert Chrome: Water, a Woman, and Wild Horses in the West

“To the great list of wondering, wandering, wide- and clear-eyed American writer/naturalists, go ahead and add the name Jeff Darren Muse. Love, loss, landscape, regret, forgiveness, and the vagaries of time—Muse reckons with it all here, in essays that make you want to hit the trail with someone you cherish.”

Joe Wilkins, author of Fall Back Down When I Die

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